Update on my life...

I really should continue writing here...

It's not like I didn't want to write more stories for my blog. Actually I wanted to write something very badly. In fact I even have a story in my drafts but never got it published. So let's see. During the christmas and newyears days I went to Berlin again~! Yes that's right. I'll add some pictures of that to this post too. But only my favourites.

So this time I stayed with my aunt alone. As some of you may know I don't really have a job or study at the moment. To be honest my lifestyle also gets in the way. Almost every night a cat or another disturbance keeps me from sleeping properly. If I don't sleep properly I'm only half alive. If it's really bad things get really hazy and it feels like I'm living in a dream. I was on google and there they said it's a sign of depression or fear but I only have this feeling whenever I haven't had enough hours of sleep otherwise I feel like I could rule the world without any problems. So it's probably something else and it annoys me soooo much.

Thing is my auntie really wanted to help me to get to a study or so. With my lifestyle now it's smarter to do so at an evening or home - school / study. Also for work with everything that keeps me awake longer than I wish I can't do anything before let's say 2 or 3 p.m.. No I am not proud of this! and YES I want to work and get out in the world! More than anything so my dear blog readers if you know something for me I'm thrilled to hear because my life needs some change and that very badly. So badly every corner of me is itching for it from the outside to the deepest depths and corners of my soul.
Thing is I have no idea where to start. I was thinking okay let's start by moving out. But it's not that easy. I mean I need a place. A place I'm okay with calling my home. It shouldn't be too expensive and since I can't drive a car it would be nice to be near the train station or public transport. When shared with others they should be nice people who I can trust too. I'm not asking too much this way right?

 Another subject I want to mention is my movement disorder I will give my personal story later and it's different for every one who has this but untill I'll tell my personal story I would like to point out these pages.
English: Portal on Wikipedia , and this is then mainly my kind.

Well my sister just came in and wants the pc. So my favourite Berlin pictures get another post <3

I'll tell more later then ^_^